Today is the big V-day! I am still under the weather. I did not write yesterday because I was sick to my stomache but I am feeling much better today. I had order my husband a gift last min today since I did not get one prior but it all work out. I did not work at all yesterday but sleep in like a big fat pig. I though I had gotten an new account on Sat but turn out another fake. I don't understand why people have to lie for. If they don't want to do something, why don't they just say so, so I don't have to waste my time!
I think this year I am going realize who my true friend are and get rid of the one that are nothing but user. I am so sick of having those people in my life. It funny but each day I get older I am realizing what is important to me and what is not. Anyhow I am hoping to get to the gym today for a work out and then I am going try to figure out how I can grow as a person.
Monday, February 14, 2011
Saturday, February 12, 2011
Day 2 of Samantha Life
Today I got up and I am so dead tire! I was up pretty late and have not been able to sleep. I have a young baby who sleep perfect and a son that sleep too. But I have so much running through my head that it hard to fall asleep and when I finally do the kids are up.
I just don't know why I cannot shut my brain down and go to sleep. I think of random things all the time and worry about things I can not control. When I got up made the kids breakfast and a cup of coffee for me and then I got on the phone and made a few phone call to get people to sign up for an account with our company. I think I am doing good so far and may land us one deal so that is good. My goal is to try to get five people a week to sign up with us. If anyone has any suggestion or tip for me, I would love to hear it.
The other thing on my mind is why are people so flake? I have friends who I think are my friends, they call me only when they need something. Are those really what anyone call friends? I am starting to realize that it is not the number of friends you have in life that make you happy. It is how you feel inside and also knowing who really are your good friend and who is there for you or are they just useing you? It funny I log in to facebook and I see my friends list and I see other friends list too. And I have to laugh becuase do we really have hundreds of friends or are we just accepting people to make ourself feel better?
I have been telling me that I will start my diet and excerise program today. But for some reason today never happen. So what that note, my butt is heading into the gym:)
I just don't know why I cannot shut my brain down and go to sleep. I think of random things all the time and worry about things I can not control. When I got up made the kids breakfast and a cup of coffee for me and then I got on the phone and made a few phone call to get people to sign up for an account with our company. I think I am doing good so far and may land us one deal so that is good. My goal is to try to get five people a week to sign up with us. If anyone has any suggestion or tip for me, I would love to hear it.
The other thing on my mind is why are people so flake? I have friends who I think are my friends, they call me only when they need something. Are those really what anyone call friends? I am starting to realize that it is not the number of friends you have in life that make you happy. It is how you feel inside and also knowing who really are your good friend and who is there for you or are they just useing you? It funny I log in to facebook and I see my friends list and I see other friends list too. And I have to laugh becuase do we really have hundreds of friends or are we just accepting people to make ourself feel better?
I have been telling me that I will start my diet and excerise program today. But for some reason today never happen. So what that note, my butt is heading into the gym:)
Friday, February 11, 2011
What is purpose my in life?
Today is February 11, 2011, I had gotten up this morning to meet with a bunch of ladies to talk about life and what our purpose is or how to find our purpose in life. I have to admit that at this moment I am feeling totally lost! As a mother of two I know I want to be the best mom out there and a good wife to my husband and a loving friend and sister and aunt.
But I am at time lost and I though good friend are suppose to be here to support you and same goes for your families. But now I realize that no one is really there for you when you need them the most. Instead that is where a lot of disappointment comes in. For started do you ever feel that you are always there for other and you go out of your way for them but when it come to your turn no one is there for you. That is how I feel.... I had just started a new job working for a start up online company and getting people to come on over and sign up for a free account is harder then you think. It is because no body want to be associate with a start up company they want to be link to a well know name. The sad part about this is that every company has started out as a no body to become a somebody. So for the next 365 days I am going blog about how I feel as a mother of two and working for a new company. I have set me up some goals that I want to achieve during this time. Those goal is to drop 40 pound of my pregnancy weight, grow the online company and be the best person I can me.... so I hope you will join me in my journey....
But I am at time lost and I though good friend are suppose to be here to support you and same goes for your families. But now I realize that no one is really there for you when you need them the most. Instead that is where a lot of disappointment comes in. For started do you ever feel that you are always there for other and you go out of your way for them but when it come to your turn no one is there for you. That is how I feel.... I had just started a new job working for a start up online company and getting people to come on over and sign up for a free account is harder then you think. It is because no body want to be associate with a start up company they want to be link to a well know name. The sad part about this is that every company has started out as a no body to become a somebody. So for the next 365 days I am going blog about how I feel as a mother of two and working for a new company. I have set me up some goals that I want to achieve during this time. Those goal is to drop 40 pound of my pregnancy weight, grow the online company and be the best person I can me.... so I hope you will join me in my journey....
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